Invisible

Invisible

I should smile

But I just can't

I know that this

Simply cannot last

And yet...

It stays

Forever in the end

I'm hollow

Empty

Jaded and broken

A relic of something

Lost and unspoken

Forever alone

In these endless nightmares

I try to keep it together

Although I know

That I will fail

And I will fall apart

Like a mirror

Smashed against the sidewalk

I will never reflect anything again

But you know that

Don't you

My friend

You see it in me

As you watch me day by day

How empty I am

A shell

A container

For a soul

That has no heart

Only a muscle that keeps beating

Somehow

I'm invisible

To the world

And to you

When I look in a mirror

I'm never there

So why not smash it

Let the glass shatter

On the hard concrete

Like tiny silver needles

Pricking your feet

Then you can walk on top

Of all the broken glass

It feels empty

Like a skeleton

All I can be

Is bones and flesh

Invisible

And yet... Tangible

Like the wind

Brushing aside wildflowers

Bending them

As I pass by

Never fully touching them

But just enough

To make their petals fall

The sunshine won't touch me anymore

No storm may harm me now

I simply

Exist

To be unseen

By all the tiny flowers

Around me

Even as they rejoice

They leave me behind

To dance together

In their field of sunshine

That I may never grasp

I can only watch

On the sidelines

Invisible

And yet tangible

As I cry

April 30, 2017 

Written by Zara Sky P. 

How Lucky Must I Be

How Lucky Must I Be 

She crawls along my body

Beautiful and graceful 

All curves and wonder

How lucky must I be

Her clothes have gone missing 

And her skin skims against mine

It feels like a rose petal

This is what Heaven must feel like 

I try to wrap my arms around her glorious frame

To try and caress her lovely flesh

But she is somehow out of my reach

And my hands miss her by just half an inch 

Still, I have a foolish grin on my face 

What more could I have ever asked of Fate? 

Isn't she lovely, as her nails sink into my skin

I still think I'm lucky

Is that a sin? 

Her mouth is on my neck now

Luscious, plump and sweet 

How can I be unworthy of such a treat?

I tell her I love her

Although, she does not reply

I tell her once more before I close my eyes

I'm filled with wonder

And lust

For this beautiful woman

That just won't stop 

Her teeth pierce my flesh now

I don't mind, it's fun

But then she starts tearing at it

And I realise what I've done   

I let this evil in

I relished in this ecstasy

I didn't heed the warnings

And this is the price I am to pay

Before the Sun rises

I lay dead on the floor

How lucky must I have been

Except, now I'm no more

I fell victim to her charms

I didn't notice her devilish ways

All I ever cared about

Was getting laid 

I watched as I left this world

She ate my body up

The she-devil even paused to clean up my blood 

Remember my friends

To listen when they say

"This bitch is a vampire, best to stay away" 

Written by Zara P. April 5, 2017